Between issues with my parents, jealousy, and everything else. I was stupid enough to bring up the topic of breaking up. He said something about I finally pushed him to his limit and he couldn't bear with me any longer. It was over. We agreed that we'd be friends. I left him messages while he was asleep, things I wanted to tell him but never had the chance to. It was too little, too late. idk why i do this to myself either.
First thing I wanted to do was unblock Dai from my friend list. Next was call my mahou shoujo friend and take my mind off this. I don't really want to tell anyone irl yet. They're just going to say it's not really over for us. It's different this time because it was Jedd who finally gave up.